Thursday, August 18, 2011
So far gone
It's so funny that you are a different person every time you introduce yourself to someone......sometimes you might be the funny person, the political person, the jerk, the know-it-all, the very put together person, or the angry person. The same applies to dating and relationships. You present a different side of yourself when you begin dating.
So who are you in your dating/relationship life? Is the person you present a full representation of yourself?
I remember dating a certain someone and I was always so serious, my girlfriend had to ask me if I introduced him to the hilarious part of myself, she wondered if he knew how funny I was. I was so busy taking things serious and being serious I don't think he knew that I knew how to laugh.
The latest dating episode has been with a guy who is 6 years my junior.......it doesn't seem like much, but at this point in my life 6 years is a big difference.....
The first hurdle we had to overcome is communication.....you can not, I repeat, cannot establish anything or get to know anyone over text messages.......it makes communicating some things easier, it is a quick way to communicate and it allows you to communicate when communication is otherwise impossible, i.e., staff meetings, in class, etc. But it is by no means a way to establish anything.
Graduating from HS in 1999, not many people had cell phones.......I had one as a graduation gift, it was big bulky and made by Ericson. When I went to college the cell phone did not follow. In college it appeared that all the upperclassmen had cellphones....or people with jobs or well to do parents. People were limited in their "minutes" of talking time and no one was texting. There were no unlimited talk or data plans.....not yet....I don't even think family plans existed yet.....
Fast forrwad a couple of years, around maybe 04 or 05.....people were still requesting you call them after 7, but text messages were becoming more popular and more people using them...........Now a days, I can't keep up with the text lingo.......the OMG's IDK's, and WYD'ings, are created too fast....
Anyway I say this because I believe I am of the last generation of people who used face to face encounters and actual telephone conversations to establish things. Now kids have cell phones at the age of 12 and by the time they reach 25 they have had a cell phone half of their life.....texting is second nature to them.
I can't rock with that......call my ass.....talk to me, I wanna hear your voice, hear your reaction, hear you laugh or something....
And how annoying is it to be present with someone who isn't present with you? While you are face to face with them,. they are in their phone constantly texting, purusing fb or something else. Multi tasking is one thing, but there is a thin line between multi-tasking and just being plane ole rude......
Anyway the point is establish communication expectations........let him/her know what you expect.....otherwise you'll just be complaining to your friends about it........
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
So over the weird lip chick and her husband
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
The Confessions of a Single Mother
Some days are great, some are not so great, and the majority of the time I'm just going through the motions. Usually I have the greatest intentions to do what would be considered "best" then my patience is worn thin and I end up yelling.
I know consistency is key. Be consistent with punishments and rewards, consistent when establishing boundaries, consistency gives birth to predictability and children need to be able to predict things. They need to predict that when you say "no" you mean it, when you say "later" it means later and not "never", and when you say "I love you" it's real and followed up by a kiss, hug, or some form of affection…………………even if you are wiping their tears. But geeeezzeee I'm not even consistent with how many times I hit the snooze button on the alarm in the morning, let alone my behavior towards the seed. I want to be consistent with reading a story every night before bed, consistent with going to the park……………………..but………………..I'm not. I'll read a book today, but tomorrow evening is a different story. Sometimes I don't feel like it, sometimes he works my last nerve (poor nerve, it's been worked quite a bit) and I just want to send him to bed, sometimes this, sometimes that…….. So does that make me a bad mom, NO an inconsistent one but not bad…….But I sure do feel bad about it sometimes.
But let's face it parents are nothing more than people………….people who procreated. So if you are screwed up prior to being a parent, more times than most you are gonna be screwed up as a parent. Don't get me wrong some people change completely when they become a parent, that's awesome, but I believe them to be the exception to the rule. I've noticed that prior to being a parent I was so impatient, spontaneous, and quite moody…………….now as a parent, guess what?!? I'm still impatient, spontaneous, and moody. This is because that's who I am………….I'm wired that way. I try so hard to not be so impatient with my son, but I am. Is that bad? Probably not? But it feels bad sometimes, because I'm constantly told I need to have patience………………………so I've concluded that I don't need to try to be the model parent, but I need to accept my limitations and try to work around them.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Relationship vs exclusively dating
Friday, May 22, 2009
Off to Iraq
We had so much fun doing nothing and everything at the same time. In all my craziness she accepts me for who I am! Sometimes she encourages it!
We had to cycle through a full range of emotions, but our time was limited, so we literally acted like 2 severe ADHD cases. We would be having a good time, laughing and joking one second, get upset about something the next second, then make up 3 seconds later. We literally fought and made up 2 times in a 15 min window. Our fights weren't real fights but little cat fights, that really don't have any significance, but we both are alpha female and feel like we have the RIGHT to say what we want. We would also push each others buttons on purpose (that's always fun) just to make fun of the reactions. Pure comedy!
Yesterday we went out and had a blast! I think we laughed for 3 hours straight, the only time we weren't laughing was when we stuffed our faces with food, wet our pallet with alcohol, or took a second to breathe. Other than that we were bustin' gutts! We had other people laughing and trying to hang with us! Man couldn't ask for a more perfect night.............
Misha B you will missed! Come back home safe and sound!
Love you, CHIRP!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
The Adventures of Dating ME!
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
The Adventures of dating ME!
Anyway, so I last left off at the youngin'.......that's not popin (but my lip gloss is)
It's the spring time, summer is soon to follow and I think to myself "do you really want a BF right now?" I mean I kind of enjoy doing what I want with whomever I choose. It keeps it exciting and bring variety. Now we don't have to discuss the pro's and con's of single-hood vs relationship-hood, I'm just saying that's what I've been thinking.
I think I'll play the field for a while until I really decide on what it is that I want.......but back to the adventures..........
The longer I stay here the better quality (at least I think) of men I meet. Each new one seems to be better than the previous one.
So this weekend I went on 2 dates. On Friday I had a date, and we went to a small get together, had drinks, and attempted to patron a strip club. It didn't happen that way, we roll up to the place as they were having last call and so we decided to not go. So we end up chatting it up in the car. As we are conversing he proceeds to take my hand and make me feel his nice chizzled body. Wow, nice bod! Then he proceeds to make me feel his manhood. OMG WTF are you serious?!? we are not in high school brah! Come on how tacky. This went on for a second and then I was finally forced to say "Dude, stop, this isn't going down, we don't even know each other!" and then it was over. He drove me to the house and I got out said "good night" and called it a wrap. Tsk, tsk, tsk.
Needless to say, there has been no attempt at communication since then from either one of us
NEXT!
Saturday night I had a different date, we went to Adams Morgan. How exciting, I've heard about it, never been. We had a great time, good conversation, nice environment. Things were going well. Anyway, he seemed pressed to have relations wit'cha girl so I explained to him "probation"
You know when you start a new job there is usually some type of probationary period? Well I have probation for men. Probation is at least 6 weeks, and during this probation, attempts at sexual activities will be rejected. Probation is to assess whether or not I even like you, or if you are even worthy to get my goodies!
Anyway, he seemed cool with probation, but I got the vibe he wasn't........................
Needless to say, he hasn't called.....oh well!
NEXT!